Intoillusion, 32

What's up? My name is Marissa. I am only 18.
A Clockwork Orange will probably remain one of my favorite novels/films.
I believe we will ultimately be our own demise.
I am a geek when it comes to some things, and a music lover.
I'd take a night in with movies, video games over a night out anyday. I don't party that often.
I don't know if I am a happy person, yet I am usually grinning.
I am perpetually lonely and in search of something I can't name.
When I do get genuinely close to someone I have a hard time letting go.
I have a thing for people with baggage, but I am no longer plagued by the need to save everyone.
I am a sucker for good conversation.
I've been called an intimidating person, but I'll never understand why.
I am often guilty of telling you what you want to hear instead of what I should.
I completely lack the ability to make decisions that may hurt others even when I know not making them will be just as bad.
I'll have only an occasional drink or smoke. I do drugs.
I care a lot about what you think of me despite how it may seem.
I am easily frustrated and give up too quickly unless I really care.
I hope you try and get to know me better.

Ask me anything